sad

friendship is about trust.
it's about accept with no expect.

i'm in between.
between trust and betrayal.
i'm not the one to know everything.
i'm not the first to told.

i don't mind.
maybe
i don't care.
but sometimes,
i want to know.
sometimes, i'd like to share.
i want to be the first.

but maybe not now.
not this time when this world's not my friend.
maybe later :(