To Think

pernahkah kamu memikirkan orang lain?
pasti otaknya mentok dan jawab ragu-ragu.
"haa? orang lain? siapa ya?"

tapi kalo bilangnya
pernahkam kamu memikirkan sesorang?
pasti jawabnya ragu-ragu malu-malu.
"pernah siiih..."

hehehe. absurd banget.
kamu pernah nggak sih jadi males nulis gara-gara bad things happened around you.
kalo gw, hehe, gw ini manusia yang berharap bahwa yang ditulisnya melulu kebahagiaan :D
padahal idup gw kelabu for the time being.
:)

to think about someone out there sometimes hurts me really bad :(
yet, just like others, cant stop thinking (about you)
although i think, youre never really thinking about me.
and thinking about it makes me sad.
yet, just being myself, cant stop thinking (about you)

sometimes i thought i lose my dignity
nothings left :p

so, do i need to think about the others than the one im always thinking?
haaaa.
just think.